i haven't been on here in so long!!

well....hmmm
idk

i guess there isn't much too say, so im wasting your time
haha
only im probably not, because i doubt anyone will even read this.


i just don't like that my last journal entry showed up on my page and that is something that i really should have shared with nobody.

im not emo, im just trying to find a place for me without fitting in to the point where im just another person... although really, i am just another person.
what makes me different?
nothing.
because none of us are different
yet none of us are the same...


my teacher gave me some very interesting advice today
i think im going to share it with you,

we are all born terminally ill. We are all born to die, and all we do during life is entertain ourselves until we do die.
that's all that life really is
entertainment before death


if you think about it...
that is so true
and if that is true, then
that means nothing really matters...
nothing really has a point...
so, if you want to look at it my way, you live once.
then you die.
and hey, you've got to die of something!
so make the best of what you can.


i like this new way of thinking.
it's so... releasing.







p.s. i just used up 5 minuets of your dying life that you will never get back.
but hey, maybe i changed your outlook a bit...